

A month before she passed away, Kema, Jason and I took the ferry to Seattle and visited her favorite bookstore and gelato shop. Our arms heavy with books and our bellies full of chocolate gelato, we took the ferry home, singing aloud all the songs we knew. Some people on the ferry looked at us, because we were making so much noise. But I think they were happy for us, and wanted to sing along. What is your memory?
War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy
449
because he understood something else that the living did not and could not understand, and that entirely absorbed him.
452
In those hours of solitary suffering and half delirium that he spent afterwards, the more he passed in thought into the new element of eternal love, revealed to him, the further he travelled from earthly life. To love everything, every one, to sacrifise self always for love, meant to love no one, meant not to live this earthly life, the more completely he annihilated that fearful barrier between life and death.
453
when love for one woman stole unseen into his heart, and bound him again to life.
... It was the last mortal struggle between life and death, in which death gained the victory. It was the sudden consciousness that life, in the shape of his love for Natasha, was still precious to him, and the last and vanquished onslaught of terror before the unknown.
454
"Natasha I love you too much! More than everything in the world!
455
Love hinders death. Love is life. All , all that I understand, I understand only because I love. All is, all exists only because I love. All is bound up in love alone. Love is God, and dying means from a particle of love, to go back to the universal and eternal source of love
455-56-57
... He dreamed...by degrees all these people began to disappear, and the one thing that was left was the question of closing the door...Everything depended on whether he were on time to shut it or not...And an agonizing terror came upon him; Behind the door stood it...His last supernatural efforts were in vain...It comes in, and it is death. He died.
But at that instant he recollected that he was asleep; he made an effort and waked up. "Yes, death is an awakening," flashed with sudden light into his soul, and the veil that had till then hidden the unknown was lifted before his spiritual vision. He felt, as it were, set free from some force that held him in bondage, and was aware of that strange lightness of being that had not left him since.
that day there began for Andrey an awakening from life...he was no more...the body, deserted by the spirit, passed through its last struggles
Bottom's dream
"Methought I was—there
is no man can tell what. Methought I was,—and![]() |
TITANIA AND OBERON Song of Los, Plate 5 , British Museum |
![]() |
Tate |
Milton O. Percival in his book WILLIAM BLAKE'S CIRCLE OF DESTINY, analyzed the ideas that lie behind Blake's thinking. He finds Blake to exhibit familiar tenants of idealism. These are the ones he names:
1.) Appearances are not reality
2.) Intuition is a prime source of knowledge
3.) The mind creates the universe in its own likeness
4.) The cosmic mind corresponds to the individual mind
5.) Reality is mental
Percival adds these tenants in Blake's thought.
6.) The individual and universal minds are identical in nature
7.) The supreme experience is ecstacy
8.) The good life is unitive concerning itself in building Jerusalem
Percival describes the good life as envisioned by Blake thus:
"It requires that one make the mystical identification of oneself with others and of all with God; and that one should have faith in that identification when the immediate perception fades. ...
"The good life must be built by faith or experience, on the qualities of imagination.
To attempt to build it on the qualities of reason or sense is to reduce a god-like man to a handful of dust."
Blake in his poetry continually restates and develops these tenants. Furthermore he lived his life by these tenants in his commitment to Eternity and to the expression of Imagination.
BIOGRAPHY
1st decade LIFE BEGINS
2 nd decade HIGH SCHOOL YEARS
3 rd decade CUBA VICTORY
4th decade TRANSITION
5th decade GOVERNMENT JOB
6th decade IN ARLINGTON
7th decade END OF BEGINNING
8th decade REFLECTIONS
___________________________________________________________________
Another perspective. CHILD'S JOURNEY
E 707
Now my lot in the Heavens is this; Milton lovd me in childhood & shewd me his face Ezra came with Isaiah the Prophet, but Shakespeare in riper years gave me his hand Paracelsus & Behmen appeard to me. terrors appeard in the Heavens above
2 Esdras
4Ezra.1
4Ezra.8
[47]
For you come far short of being able to love my creation more than I love it. But you have often compared yourself to the unrighteous. Never do so!
[48]
But even in this respect you will be praiseworthy before the Most High,
[49]
because you have humbled yourself, as is becoming for you, and have not
deemed yourself to be among the righteous in order to receive the
greatest glory.
[50]
For many miseries will affect those who inhabit the world in the last times, because they have walked in great pride.
[51]
But think of your own case, and inquire concerning the glory of those who are like yourself,
[52]
because it is for you that paradise is opened, the tree of life is
planted, the age to come is prepared, plenty is provided, a city is
built, rest is appointed, goodness is established and wisdom perfected
beforehand.
[53]
The root of evil is sealed up from you, illness is banished from you,
and death is hidden; hell has fled and corruption has been forgotten;
[54]
sorrows have passed away, and in the end the treasure of immortality is made manifest.
[55]
Therefore do not ask any more questions about the multitude of those who perish.
[56]
For they also received freedom , but they despised the Most High, and were contemptuous of his law, and forsook his ways.
[57]
Moreover they have even trampled upon his righteous ones,
[58]
and said in their hearts that there is not God -- though knowing full well that they must die.